Studying for Pharmacology now... somehow... just get a nostalgic feeling... that was my most hated subject in poly too... remember how frustrated I was with it... frankly.. nothing much has changed... I am still really frustrated with it right now too... maybe it is the lack of time... or the fact that I will never really get a subject I can't understand.. esp one where the names of the drugs don't really relate to their purpose...
*haha* guess it is in hard times like this that you become more frank with yourself... I remember saying once to myself back then... I am never going into pharmacology due to it... I guess now I am just reaffirming it...
Another thing that I reaffirmed now is that... I will want to go abroad for my studies... had actually wanted to go overseas for my university studies.. but there was some unsettled business the last time around... now.. i guess you can say... it is more or less done.
Guess I should really start looking for a lab of interest and an area of specialty in the coming 3 month break... the next step will at least be 5 years the least... 10 years at worst... sitting here now, I must say that there will be alot that I'll miss, knowing how I work.. I might not be back for quite a while.. even for visits... but yeah... I know I'll get by.
Hopefully I can finally find a place with a peaceful view... where I can spend my weekends catching up on my readings and have a nice cup of tea... in the midst of the fast-paced madness here, I do long for such simple simplicities =3... I want to carry on in a place where there isn't always a rush to get by with life... hopefully, the grass is greener on the other side.
Okay... back to catching up with my normal life I guess... with the laundry.. packing up the room.. and finally starting on my cores for this year...
Although there is a barrage of work and projects to cram into this week.. I really hope that I have some time for sitcoms, movies, books and maybe a nice cup of tea... sad that Shery is away in Taiwan at the moment.. a quiet catch-up at a cafe would have been nice ^^x Hope you're having fun there~!!
Must say that I am both relieved and sad that it has all ended. Guess it is back to our normal lives from now. Glad that in the end, despite the setbacks and difficulties, everything turned out fine ^^x
Hmm.. yesterday a comment from a friend made me think about stuff...
"Great play, really touching.. though must say, did you have anything to do with the script? Some parts like can really relate to your life sia.. "
This few months... really poured everything I had into the play... time.. energy.. and all.. though I didn't write the initial script.. maybe in some ways... somethings rubbed off and I did affect it.. *haha*.. relooking at the video now.. yeah... maybe you could fit it in... either that or... maybe my life now is so generic that it could fit into it...
so people also asked... what is the ending? well.. I guess it is up to you then...
And people have also been asking about the song of the play... well... it has been uploaded onto youtube already... with love from aussie =3
well... thankx to all who came and I really hope that the play managed to relate or touch you in some way.. that would be the greatest satisfaction to us...
and if you are still wondering... maybe sometimes.. it is just best to believe in the lie within...
Okay, so after like months and work and all.. it is finally coming together... make or break period... yeah~ Silent.Words. is on the 26th and 27th of February (Fri/Sat)... 7.30pm at RP... Do come and support ^^x
"...Listen to the music speak,
The words I can't sing ..."
What will you do, if a cruel twist of fate, shatters your dreams?
What will you do , if the one you love, resembles the one you hate?
"... What fills the day,
Is just shades of gray..."
NTU Hall of Residence 15 invites you to step into the shoes of two distinctly different teenagers, as they grapple with dreams, kinship, and love.
"... Maybe you'll see,
What it means to me..."
Life can change in an instant.
Will you still be here when the music fades away...
