Yeah... feeling really tired recently... 1 more month to the production, and things are still slow in falling into place... more setbacks than successes... been worrying alot more than usual too... dreams have been revolving around how I can make it better... really putting everything I have now into it...
Looked into the mirror the other day... realised that I am starting to have white hair on the right side of my head... guess I've been using too much of it... a sign I've been overworking i guess...
Haven't really spoken much to anyone about my worries really... guess when you are the boss... you gotta try hard to look positive even when everything is bleak... sometimes I wonder if I'm really cut out to be a boss... I tend to be more pessimistic about things, and prepare for the worst... as a worker.. its great, as I can improve on things and spot flaws in advance... as a boss... its not really a motivational tool.. crumbs...
On a sidenote, glad that I met-up with Shery before she left for Taiwan... thankful for that 1 day, when I wasn't the boss... and I didn't have to worry about work ^^x
Ironic how my current production is going towards a musical feel... maybe in a small unknown way, my interests are playing out in this play... maybe I am just more emotional these days from being physically drained... but it seems that some songs just mean so much more to me these days...
Glad she looks happier too...
Quotes are from Bluquote.. Love them ^^x